Dying slave starting over, creating a new world from scratch.It's been 13+ months since He left, 7 months since we had the strength to go through an uncollaring ceremony, 3+ months since He quit calling at all. i started dating March 2008, or at least attempting to. We had a world He created for the Nor Cal BDSM folks, first with His dungeon that He left to His previous partner, then with Southern Cross www.southerncrossca.blogspot.com , http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Southern_Cross/,and our affiliated events..(weekly munch, monthly subs group, yearly field trips, annual fundraisers, classes, party hosts, private dungeon for 2 yrs, etc.). So here i am.... Back on my feet (tottering at times, but still, baby steps!)and starting to find love and peace and new structures in my life as i quest for "the last Owner" i hope to have.