It can't come too soon for me!

i have been busy over the holidays, and the holidays have been busy with me.
i have had to stop attending most events and dinners due to financial issues, and am working on the depression kick-start thing. Latest doctor prescribed Effexor..... nope! 4 days later and i had forgotten i HAD a clit. Thanks but no thanks. Stopped that, have e-mailed for a new appointment after the first of the year.

The Mac mouse has died unexpectedly-- got to dig out another one for the iMac (no more left right function).
The blue Cadillac is home. Had to PAY $100.00 for the 2 mile tow when the local PD tagged it for tow if we didn't move it. Parking ticket attached.
Got AAA with the money we did not spend for Xmas, so at least i am covered if the cars have issues when spouse is not around.

i have decided that the best way to calculate just how cold the nights are is to check for our mouse. He comes in, *doesn't eat anything or try to chew anything* and leaves a little surprise or 2 on the counter. Apparently we are the winter Condo in Key Biscane. We have named it Rocket, and Stu is looking for a kind way to capture it to relocate somewhere else with warm spots and no cats.

Christmas itself went off VERY WELL. i got 3 micro chips for my MP3 memory storage. Spouse got 2 very nice used books he will enjoy and a bottle of Glenlivet he is already enjoying.

Son got the used Xbox360, a used game, 3 used books from the Robert Asprin sci-fi series, a new copy of "The Zombie Survival Guide" and the "Worst Case Scenario Handbook", and the Cuthulu version of Munchkin. Dinner at A's with the leather tribe was great and my boys came home after dinner as spouse had a truck delivery run to Reno the following morning. All of us adults? Played Munchkin most of the night.
Yee-haw!

Spouse got up and back to Reno in one day, within DOT guidelines, and without incident. Thank Cuthulu and the Flying Spaghetti Monster.
Friday night i got to see the floor show at the private Shoe Pavillion and spend the night enjoying the glee, and Saturday after work met up at the playspace for a single tail practice- on me. She needed the work, i needed the play, and we both ended up fairly high and happy, then went back to safe and warm... slept in Sunday and by the time i got home realized that i had just had the first real VACATION for just ME since DI arrived and put my world back on track.
My SECOND Canon camera died (with pics locked in it), and i haven't had the energy to reload all the software to see if the Olympic will work and download the pics locked in it...
and since the F drive with all the storeage has been "lost" all month and i haven't had the COURAGE to keep trying to run the fix it and hope that all my family photos for the last 5 years are still safe, i am 'padiddling' as AJ used to say.

i figured out the best cheap way to keep my permanently aching back/leg in shape is to get on the bike daily.... have i? hell no, but at least i know what i SHOULD do.

The tooth i broke in half in November is now a crown, which is it's own weird feeling... but that's for another deep delve into strange land.
i have been hiding with the Penguins. it is now a national scandal. CNN will be here today for interviews with my penguin.

Last night was the end of the year Subspace- 16 people there, and some of the best conversation i can remember, lots of wonderful things to hear, new people to meet, old people to love...
dinner with trollup and conflictdswitch was great to catch up with both of them and see what the game was for the next few days.
Then on my way home on the empty streets of SJ at midnight the local rookie cop stops me for no seat belt (i was wearing the serape and couldn't get it to click). Little asshole.... no one out at all, and there he is asking me where i been and surprised that the exit i was taking on the freeway was actually MY exit.
Deserted street and he comes back with "I'll turn off my lights so you will be able to see to merge into traffic".
WTF???? Traffic consisted of ME.
i cannot wait for this year to end, even with the good ness of G and Y and DI.
Going to have to file bankruptcy as soon as possible next week. No other way around it that i can see... the interest rates on those big cards are all now over 20% and at least one is 28.9%. Who can spell "usury?".

Distracted myself with another blogspot collection of the pics from last January at Terribles... Bonnie and Clyde and the official death car here. Distractions are good.... G is back from vacation and we might hook up tonight, Y hasn't made plans yet but WE might hook up tonight, and since the 2 of THEM are in contact a lot, who the hell knows what is in store for me?

Had hoped that J. and i were working on something long term permanent, but it's been 4 months and the situation is not improving. Hope springs eternal, but i am losing faith in this as it stands.

Have lots i could do... want to lay on a beach and neck... in rubber.. until my lips bleed.
Then turn myself over to get the rest of me in the same shape:)

From Jean Harlow and Mae West, Happy to You and Yours....






(a surprise for those who hung in this long- S&M Santa)